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Neon Spring

by Kyle Chatham

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I'd rather live in silence If that meant you wouldn't hurt I depend on everyone to tell me where I'm going wrong It isn't my time to dance with her I'll never speak another word And sayin' anything would be absurd She'll turn to me and finally I've seen another part of someone that's holding onto life Believing for us a better time is all I can find But I love you like I always have Don't fall in love with me I'd rather live with violence If that meant you would care But I depend on everyone to tell me when I'm never there I'll define the circumstance That she will one day take this chance And stumble through what's left of my romance Lost to every photograph, what's a boy to do? Just become a man? If it's just become a man I'll take my hands back. Don't fall in love with me girl
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No Blue Sky 04:17
How do I walk further with Jesus' hands around my neck? Rehearsals run between my skull Where everything's dismantled Futile fortune, the sky is dull And love lays untangled The cigarette's ash resembling the past assembling the last I have with no hands to hold quick before we fold sick and the morning splits apart as seams rip Alive or suicide belongs to you or I In one or two halves to make the other last a lifetime You're a lifeline for me when there's No Blue Sky Now there's no blue sky I'm in debt to you for what you let me do a book that's bathed in blue creased pages deceased in cages ages spent wageless alone and stateless bones weightless the reasoning with the faithless will you help me when i am aimless now? There's no blue sky A final verse, I in a hearse nursing wine, mercy time waits for some kinds and blanks out the sky two doors to die in two floors deep to fin me in finally peace in my mind im at least on borrowed time because I don't have me in mind... With Jesus' hands around my neck.
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Heaven knows you're right If heaven was real The falling bodies The silent water I'll live like scum for now Feel like dirt for a little while The canvas is not worth painting It's rotting away Is that all there is? Tell me I'm wrong again I know you can't Look at them now The Hanging Angels Above the funeral In the distant sunlight God shoots his gun At seemingly innocent lives around this silent water funeral pyre I reside (God Shoots) While the rest of them are carving out a way I stand just too small for the day Positioning the stars I'm wondering where you are And it feels like no revolution so Hang me here - like a painting Hanging on the wall Hanging somewhere else in this world that turns without us on two black wings now folding over me I hope you find peace brother somewhere in this solar system of madness sedative days, lonely in the night some soft blankets are like concrete landings hold your fire stop your shooting down I hope you find peace brother somewhere in this solar system of madness sedative days, lonely in the night some soft blankets are like concrete landings There's live ammunition here and peace is lost I don't believe I did what I did to do no more But stateless souls have to go So Run dear God run Run Dear God, run.
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Meet me outside in the rain So we can drown in this together I pull you under water and the waves You're a delicate design Is this a chance to realign with your broken heart Where am I going to start? That's just me, man That's just me No one has a name in heaven So goodbye I won't see you there this time You love me like someone is ready to kill me And one of us is justified Is she my woman? Is she my loved one? Am I just another one spec of dust invisible to people I trust? I regret defacing nature but what of this is natural dear? Am i forced to be among us or somehow removed of my fears some light envious emotion together with the weight of my complications but that's just me man No one has a name in heaven So goodbye I won't see you there this time You love me like someone who's ready to kill me And one of us is justified Is she my woman? Is she my loved one?
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Cocoon 04:54
An empty shell A hand around my fingers Welcome in How many people die when a child is in their arms How many miracles will come to their fathers harm Watch the world roll by Staring at the centre Like a nightmare isn't on it's way forever Strings and fallen wires Strangled on a bastard life A wounded soul of mine Should've stayed inside Stayed inside the womb Remained in that cocoon and had it be my early tomb You lost your mothers trust Tell her I am sorry for everything when I'm dust
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Softly spoken words Now to feel the curse of having oceans between us Now is it real love? Known for a long time Still dream of seeing your life underlining mine In the riviera light Well maybe it's alright If just for tonight I can be alone and feel alright It's all in time How are you feeling now? These days I'm doing just fine Today I'll be just fine I need a little more time Held within a frame is some kind of painting of a man I used to be with colour around me Why it's been a long time Say do you want me in your life? When you know it's not right Illuminate her life How will she define me when I'm gone In the riviera light How can I still hold her in my arms
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Neon Spring 06:20
I will sleep when I'm dead But what will I do until then Walking in circles around your warmth Is it all just a failure of this form? These cathedrals of loneliness are quite the routine With Christmas skies floating on clouds With spring in my mind well must i have it all now Is a man just to wander for his life? Well say, what is that sound? Shooting stars roll over the clouds I can see no better way to disappear and be on my way Say, look what I've found The way the sky is crumbling down Life can be beautiful in a silent way But I still need a harmony On the eve of something beautiful Perhaps in Autumn, Perhaps in Spring The weather change won't mean anything We'll hold our breath no longer For we can sing Throw your arms around your sun And bare with its burn a little while It's winter, It's summer, it's cold interior I'll show you what it is to you Inferior.
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~ 03:22
Some say I Have resigned To this silent part of my own mind Cause what if life is a waste of time? Just carousels left spinning all the time (least that's what it feels like) I still look in your eyes I still look in your eyes I still look in your eyes from time to time
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released May 8, 2019

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